life goes on

Feel real unappreciated n he take me for granted perhaps..after finish my bachelor at uitm kbm on june 2012 evrything change we strt our journey at diffrent state..he stay with his family at gombak n I in JB..far apart but sometimes we had our time together tu pon if kebetulan balik melaka if x jgn mimpi r kan. He become a very buzy person ever, txt or call only at nyte tu pon if he feel free. To call me..tu pon I still ok lg..tahan lg sebab syg kan faham keadaan dye yg bzy sgt tu mmg x de made nk text or call me smpi kdg2 rase boring sgt dgn dye..in the middle of my internship at jb one guy. Muncul dlm diri ku bak bidadari pling2 gitu..dye sgt baik n even I x lyn dye..dye still bbm. When I'm awake n before I sleep..sweet tau dye tu..at that moment I still x realize wujidnye dia dlm life I till one day he confess evrything to me..location anjung tokoh jb, he confess to me dat he strt fall in love with me *awww tp mase tu x leh terime lg coz too early plus I still syg si f tu lg..he did evrything to win my heart...

MFBI

25/10/2011 4.15am the momment that I'll never forget till end of my life..first time I got this feeling..thanx Allah coz u send him 4 me..never expect this will happen and that nyte we had a conversation bout our feeling..he always says dat he loves me but dye x nak sakitkan saye but for me selagi dye x confess and tell me the truth lagi sakit coz I dunno whut my status at all and my right to other guys..and at 4.15 he told me that he want me to be somebody and special in her life..Ya Allah only HE knows how I feel dat time..insyAllah I'll be with u for the rest of u're life..MUHAMMAD FAIZ B ISMAIL now I'll put u deep in my heart n may Allah bless our relation.;)

CONGRATULATION!

24/10/11 convocation 4 diploma holder in business study..I'm no longer diploma holder n I got 1 year approximately to finish my degree..sgt sedih coz x dpt join my bestfrenz munera,aween,airin,ajim,baha,akem,bob n all my beloved classmate dbs E batch june 2008..love them so much..only allah know how much I love them..congratulation!!!!sorry I'm not attending this convocation..T_T

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I strt blogging by saying I'm happy with him..wish dat he could be mine forever..only Allah knows how I do I feel rite now..he come for the 2nd time in my life whut does it mean? Is it juz 4 a while?? I'm happy when i see u happy too..try to do evrything to make u happy..I dunno y I do all this..I juz follow my heart.thanx to Allah I've found him.mr LOVE I heart u! We does't declare anything n jus follow da flow..sometime I scared he will turn back to her ex.but we juz plan Allah knows evrything..

do we need frenz?

friends is the person that we can rely on..share almost evrything happen in our life sadness n happiness..to hve frenz who loves u when u r in sadness is the person who cn be ur bestfrenz..but the person dat come to u only when u're happy are not really care bout u..itz hard to find someone dat can be ur bestfrenz instead of frenz..give and take..understand each other n honesty is the most important in relationship no matter whut..Frenemy is a portmanteau of "friend" and "enemy" that can refer to either an enemy disguised as a friend or to a partner who is simultaneously a competitor and rival.living alone without frenz is the most boriingg time ever..coz u're alone..how bad he/she for u they still ur frenz..love them! but avoid them if she try to backstab on u or do something bad on u.

i"ll never go

chat with u..laugh with u..having a sad moment together..having fun together and do evrything together is da best moment i had when i with u..but all da thing is only for a while coz evrything change when u find her..huremm...itz hard 4 me to forget bout it but i hve too..n i'm done even it hurt.i pray 4 both happily ever after..easy come easy go that's just how you live me..u come only when u're lonely..i'm afraid when u come back to me coz..when u find something new u'll leave me behind..Ya ALLAH plezz give me the way how i want to face this thing..only YOU know how to give the best way for me.give me strength to face all ur test YA ALLAH..YA ALLAH give me time to have a great time with my love..give me chance to feel the greatest of loves..

berhijab..

persoalalan yg baik dan membuatkan saye fikir sejenakkkkk..."bile nk pakai tudung nie?"..soalan yg diutarkan adalah soalan yg biase ditanya kepada wanita yg tidak bertudung..pendapat saya..saya sendiri hadapinye..jawapan nya insyallah..satu masa nanti saya akan pakai hijab itu..coz sya tau itu adelah bende wajib dan aurat seorg perempuan..bila dah betol2 bersedian barulah saya akn pakai kerana nk jage name org yg berhijab dan pandagan org terhadap si pemakai hijab..klu pki bukak pki bukak pon x elok jugak..n bg yg pakai tp x pandai menjaga perlakuan dan peradaban seorg pemakai hijab pon x elok..org bukan islam akan memandang hina kepada agama sendiri kerana memperlekehkan agama sendiri..bagi sya biarlah berubah dari dalaman seseorg n keikhlasan utk meggunakanya..bila dalaman da bersih secara automatic dye akan pg kepada luaran..sye nie bukan r baik sgt pon tp melalui pembacaan dan kajian yg sye buat..maaf jika terlanjur kata tp itu adalah reality..terima kasih kepada org yg menegur secara halus mahu pon secara kasar..saya ambil itu sebagai satu titik tolak perubahan..doakan saya utk berubah ke arah yg lebih baik..:)