life goes on

Feel real unappreciated n he take me for granted perhaps..after finish my bachelor at uitm kbm on june 2012 evrything change we strt our journey at diffrent state..he stay with his family at gombak n I in JB..far apart but sometimes we had our time together tu pon if kebetulan balik melaka if x jgn mimpi r kan. He become a very buzy person ever, txt or call only at nyte tu pon if he feel free. To call me..tu pon I still ok lg..tahan lg sebab syg kan faham keadaan dye yg bzy sgt tu mmg x de made nk text or call me smpi kdg2 rase boring sgt dgn dye..in the middle of my internship at jb one guy. Muncul dlm diri ku bak bidadari pling2 gitu..dye sgt baik n even I x lyn dye..dye still bbm. When I'm awake n before I sleep..sweet tau dye tu..at that moment I still x realize wujidnye dia dlm life I till one day he confess evrything to me..location anjung tokoh jb, he confess to me dat he strt fall in love with me *awww tp mase tu x leh terime lg coz too early plus I still syg si f tu lg..he did evrything to win my heart...

MFBI

25/10/2011 4.15am the momment that I'll never forget till end of my life..first time I got this feeling..thanx Allah coz u send him 4 me..never expect this will happen and that nyte we had a conversation bout our feeling..he always says dat he loves me but dye x nak sakitkan saye but for me selagi dye x confess and tell me the truth lagi sakit coz I dunno whut my status at all and my right to other guys..and at 4.15 he told me that he want me to be somebody and special in her life..Ya Allah only HE knows how I feel dat time..insyAllah I'll be with u for the rest of u're life..MUHAMMAD FAIZ B ISMAIL now I'll put u deep in my heart n may Allah bless our relation.;)

CONGRATULATION!

24/10/11 convocation 4 diploma holder in business study..I'm no longer diploma holder n I got 1 year approximately to finish my degree..sgt sedih coz x dpt join my bestfrenz munera,aween,airin,ajim,baha,akem,bob n all my beloved classmate dbs E batch june 2008..love them so much..only allah know how much I love them..congratulation!!!!sorry I'm not attending this convocation..T_T

;)

I strt blogging by saying I'm happy with him..wish dat he could be mine forever..only Allah knows how I do I feel rite now..he come for the 2nd time in my life whut does it mean? Is it juz 4 a while?? I'm happy when i see u happy too..try to do evrything to make u happy..I dunno y I do all this..I juz follow my heart.thanx to Allah I've found him.mr LOVE I heart u! We does't declare anything n jus follow da flow..sometime I scared he will turn back to her ex.but we juz plan Allah knows evrything..

do we need frenz?

friends is the person that we can rely on..share almost evrything happen in our life sadness n happiness..to hve frenz who loves u when u r in sadness is the person who cn be ur bestfrenz..but the person dat come to u only when u're happy are not really care bout u..itz hard to find someone dat can be ur bestfrenz instead of frenz..give and take..understand each other n honesty is the most important in relationship no matter whut..Frenemy is a portmanteau of "friend" and "enemy" that can refer to either an enemy disguised as a friend or to a partner who is simultaneously a competitor and rival.living alone without frenz is the most boriingg time ever..coz u're alone..how bad he/she for u they still ur frenz..love them! but avoid them if she try to backstab on u or do something bad on u.

i"ll never go

chat with u..laugh with u..having a sad moment together..having fun together and do evrything together is da best moment i had when i with u..but all da thing is only for a while coz evrything change when u find her..huremm...itz hard 4 me to forget bout it but i hve too..n i'm done even it hurt.i pray 4 both happily ever after..easy come easy go that's just how you live me..u come only when u're lonely..i'm afraid when u come back to me coz..when u find something new u'll leave me behind..Ya ALLAH plezz give me the way how i want to face this thing..only YOU know how to give the best way for me.give me strength to face all ur test YA ALLAH..YA ALLAH give me time to have a great time with my love..give me chance to feel the greatest of loves..

berhijab..

persoalalan yg baik dan membuatkan saye fikir sejenakkkkk..."bile nk pakai tudung nie?"..soalan yg diutarkan adalah soalan yg biase ditanya kepada wanita yg tidak bertudung..pendapat saya..saya sendiri hadapinye..jawapan nya insyallah..satu masa nanti saya akan pakai hijab itu..coz sya tau itu adelah bende wajib dan aurat seorg perempuan..bila dah betol2 bersedian barulah saya akn pakai kerana nk jage name org yg berhijab dan pandagan org terhadap si pemakai hijab..klu pki bukak pki bukak pon x elok jugak..n bg yg pakai tp x pandai menjaga perlakuan dan peradaban seorg pemakai hijab pon x elok..org bukan islam akan memandang hina kepada agama sendiri kerana memperlekehkan agama sendiri..bagi sya biarlah berubah dari dalaman seseorg n keikhlasan utk meggunakanya..bila dalaman da bersih secara automatic dye akan pg kepada luaran..sye nie bukan r baik sgt pon tp melalui pembacaan dan kajian yg sye buat..maaf jika terlanjur kata tp itu adalah reality..terima kasih kepada org yg menegur secara halus mahu pon secara kasar..saya ambil itu sebagai satu titik tolak perubahan..doakan saya utk berubah ke arah yg lebih baik..:)

takdir ketentuan ILLAHI..

assalamualikuuummmmmmM!!
rase2 mcm da lame sgt x tulis belog..nk kate bzy sgt tu x de r..tp bzy r jugak...hurmm..nk cter dari mane ekh..x tau r..panjang sgt citer..banyak sgt dugaan dan cabaran yg harus ditempuhi..cewwahh..hehhe..first thing first..cuti sem da dekat 1 mnth lebih da strt tp sye x cuti pon coz sye kene wat intersesi..huhu..penat tau x hari2 de class..then skrg nie da nk final..tp mcm chill jewk..x sedar diri langsung kn sye nie ehhee.tp x pe jup lg study ekkhh..secara jujurnye sya akui sye bukan org yg pandai seprti rakan2 sye yg laen..boleh dikatekn yg sye dan mereka semua.sye kene study lebih dari mereke2 utk dptkan yg terbaik...mungkin Allah tau kenapa dye x bagi sye macm kwn2 sye yg laen tp sye tetap bersyukur dgn nikmat dan pemberian yg Allah bg kat saye.. Alhamdullilah..walaupun sye punye x segempak kwn2 yg hebat tu tp rezeki sye murah..sye ingat kate2 beliau kepade saye.."awk ok..tp awk x r sehebat mereka" sedih sejenak sye dgr kate2 beliau tp..dye lg tau coz dye nampak kan..ade r sebab2 tertentu kenape sye sye nie susa sgt nk jg hebat mcm dieorg in term of dat things kn..mungkin ade dosa2 yg x diampunkan lg..kepada to my parents sorry i still can give da best to u but at least i try to get it and make both of u proud of me..T_T..sedih but nk buat caner bende da lepas..try harder..ade hikmah di setiap kejadian..tp jgn terlalu berserah kan org kate..kene usaha..so insyaallah sye akan berusaha utk dpt yg lebih baik dan selalu dekatkan diri kepada Allah.. dah tu jewk utk arini..:) see u when i see u!!

finally found u..

BRUNO MARS- ONLY WHEN YOU"RE LONELY
Here i am again
doing things i said that i wouldn't do
it's 3 am and i'm rushing out the door to see you
waiting all day
but now you wanna call me
why do
you do this to me all the time

after all the things you put me through
ooh still i come right back
but now i know the truth
i can finally see
you only want me when you're lonely (lonely)
if i say i'm gonna leave
that's the only time you want me (want me)
next time you need me there i won't make it
another late night call i won't take it
cos now i finally see
you only want me when you're lonely
only when you're lonely, lonely
only when you're lonely
only when you're lonely, lonely
only when you're lonely

had me fooled from the start
and i quickly gave my heart
cos i love you, love you, love you
but this is what happens when you're a lonely girl
with no one to touch you (touch you, touch you)
now i'm stronger don't need you any longer
so get off your knees
your words don't mean anything

after all the things you put me through
ooh still i come right back
but now i know the truth
i can finally see
you only want me when you're lonely (lonely)
if i say i'm gonna leave
that's the only time you want me (want me)
next time you need me there i won't make it
another late night call i won't take it
cos now i finally see
you only want me when you're lonely

oh nothing's ever changing
decisions you can't make it
you just think of yourself
and never me at all
if you're with your friend
you just leave me alone
but i won't allow it anymore
so it's stuck on me to move on

cos i can finally see
you only want me when you're lonely (lonely)
if i say i'm gonna leave
that's the only time you want me (want me)
next time you need me there i won't make it
another late night call i won't take it
cos now i finally see
you only want me when you're lonely
only when you're lonely, lonely
only when you're lonely
only when you're lonely, lonely
only when you're lonely

i can finally see
you only want me when you're lonely (lonely)
if i say i'm gonna leave
that's the only time you want me (want me)
next time you need me there i won't make it
another late night call i won't take it
cos now i finally see
you only want me when you're lonely

guess whut?

hye peeps..u noe whut is that??hahahahaha...sape punye r tu kan..sumpah kelakar kowt..i da r x tau maen then kene pakse maen gak..so maen r kan..best gak r....but i hve to learn more expecially nk maen ngan org tu kan...aduuhhh...ye org tu sgt focus n tepat r kan..x mcm i tersasar jauh kowt...hehehe..but itz k..at least i try kannnn...??all this thing is unplanned pon..maen redah jewk after apponintment ngan someone kat renaissance hotel tros pg berjimba yang penting tujuan asal da siapp...i lupe nk ckp yg tangan kiri i x leh hold berat2 coz penah accident tgn tu..tp x pe r..nanti dye kate tu sume ALASAN i jewk..tp balik bengkak ok tangan coz i force to hold dat things but it was fun n i enjoy dat day..last week i rase like boring x de perasaan n dull sgt so having dat thing make me a happy..thanx u!now i kt jb tgh nk turn my mood back..huh..hopefully when i back to melake i'll be fine..have a look at this..jgn gelak ok..:P

pengorbanan:)

huuuhhhhhh.....mcm nk terbang tinggi2 sgt..setelah penat bertungkus lumus sampi tertumus..akhirnye BOOST UP YOURSELF COMPETITION selamat dijalankan walaupun terdapat beberape masalah kan..tp i'll take it as a lesson..bkn senang nk dpt satu event yg vavavoom x de problem kan..mule dari bawah..so slowly r.at frst tu da frust sgt coz dieorg tarik diri last mnts..event da nk strt 30 mnts lg..perghh huru hare gile kowt pg tu..tp SIR IDRIS sgt membantu..beliau seorg yg sgt hebat!!! beliau seorg yg perfectionist!so he want evrything to be perfect..susa memang susa but dari situ u learn somthing new in ur life. event start at 10am-5pm..all da judges yg di invite sgt sporting and all participant pon sporting..x lupe juge kepade committee BOSS n HRS yg banyak membantu dari mule smpi habis..ape2 keje pon kite kene cooperate..baru r best kan!!i'm sorry if i de wat mistake kt korang sume..termarah ke..kecik ati ke..kite cter sini abes sini r k..hopefully kite leh cooperate same2 lg k..lantak r pe org nk ckp kn..yg pntg effect dye kt people out there..but plezz to those yg da diberi tanggungjawab silalah BERTNGGUNGJAWAB dengan tugas anda..kesian r org laen..dye pon de keje dye tp boleh scarifies utk kite n kami r..penat sume org penat tp bile da settle dgn superbnye lege dye mcm nk terjun pool..hehhe..kene mara ke ape ke kan terime jewk..bende tu yg bwat i gain experience..last word DYE ckp kt i kan "whut u gain from diz event?" n i jwb" bnyk sgt antarenye how to MNGE PEOPLE N cope prob"..then dye jwb "SUSAKAN NK MANAGE ORG" then dye pergi..mase tu mate da BERKACE sgt..n tros jumpe committee nk say thanx kt dieorg air mate po tros tron mcm air terjun coz terharu dgn lst words BELIAU dekat saye..DYE TERBAIKK!!!!..yeaahhh...ibu n ayah i miss u so much!

SMooTH Mcm JLn Atas AiS...Ameen..

wazzup yo!!
esok event saye yg pertame kali saye handle..sangat takot..nebes..sume de...aduhh...jd project manager nie bukan senang kowt..kena banyak sabar..setiap kate2 yg u ckp tu kene hati2..x leh maen redah jewk..sume keje kene ikot ape yg dikehendaki oleh BELIAU..maka teman pon bertindak mengikut arahan walaupon terpkse naek tron tangge KBM tu dgn selumbernye..mkn ikot suke..muke serabot..sume da x bape nk heran da..yg pntg event tu smooth..kene mara ngan BELIAU bertubi2 pon kene terime jewk..even sentap mcm mane pon bwat mcm hati batu..ye r kan bwat keje mane de x kene mara..tegur sume kan..btw thnax to all my commitee n HRS yg bnyk tolong..hopefully esok berjalan ngan lancarnye mcm jln atas ais..hehehe...penat yg sgt berbalaoi kan...

whaddup yoo!!

halloo 2011..rabbit year gitu kan..hahaha hopefully all my dream jump2 like a rabbit..lalalala..sekarang sye de kt class quality..tp mcm mls nk blaja..tibe- tibe rase nk tulis blog..cangane kan..frst n 4 mst i would like to thanks to Allah...family..friend..and all peeps round me bcoz without them i wont be able to tulis diz blog again..huremm..year 2011 i hope all my dream yg x dpt dilaksanekan dolu- dolu tu kan dpt r dilaksanekan sume...u noe broga hills?i wish to pg sane by myself but i dnt think my parents allow me pg sorg2..ye r i kan anak dara gitu..tp kt sane best dpt tgk sunrise n sunset...best wooo...!!n i nak ceceter nie..i would like to thank alot2 to dye coz dye bnyk share ngan i..evry single thing maybe..i like da way dye talk, act n evrything bout dye kowt..dye good listener..hope dat dye will always by myside..but Allah yg tentukan sumekan..i juz plan jewk..i jugak nk say thanks alot2 to sorg nie coz sanggup scarifies time nk tlg i even keje tu keje i kan..sangat2 menghargai sumbangan dye!!dye kate dye nie baik...plg comel r kt kbm nie kan..hahahahahahahhahaahaha..itu r itu..p2 nk cter lg nie...i rase kan diz year adalah tahun yg bring happiness n fortune..ade luck r kan..i tgk kwn2 i kan happy jewk..ye r da ade org jage kan...da ade org nk syg dye kan..tp i x de..caner nie..ct!!!!!!caner nie...kite jewk yg tinggal..whut should we do now??????!!!!hahahah..ngok ngek..blaja dulu r..duit pon mintak parents lagi de hati konon..hahahaha..nk gakkkk...!!sawan da datang..!!huremm..k r..nanti smbg cecter kite lg ekh..maybe nxt yeer lak..i kan blogger terrajinn kan..so slalu r update..huhu..k r bye.. bape bnyk kan da..

onE in a Million.

You're one in a million
You're once in a lifetime
You made me discover one of the stars above us


If you could see, what i see, you're the answer to my prayers
And if you could feel, the tenderness i feel
You would know, it would be clear, that angels brought me here.
Brought me here to be with you,
I'll be forever grateful
My dreams came true
When I found you
My miracle...

FRENEMIES

FRIEND 4 EVER ON NEVER????
U CHOOSE,U DECIDE..
I DON'T CARE
I SAID FINE!!
WHUTEVER!!
HATE U OR LUFF U..
I DON'T CARE, I DON'T MIND
B'COZ U'RE DA ONE
THAT MADE MY LIFE..
LIKE NEVER B4 AND THAT IS WHY U'RE MY FRENEMIES!!!

luff

hey i'm back!!many things happen to me..bad n gud things..i'm happy with my new life at city campus melaka..now i'm taking bachelor deg in business admin human resource..alhamdullilah i got chance to be a fast track student which is the first batch in this programs.when i got this offer the first thing come in my mind 'boleh ke aku bwat bende nie and da cukup kuat nk start evrything all over again after 1 1/2 years study in lendu with muh best buddy'.but 1 thing dat change evrything in my life is when i think bout my future and of course supported by my luvly duvly family..frenz and lectrer,they told me dat nowadays people are looking at ur education levels n ur personality..so u must grab diz chance 4 ur self.!da first person yg i bg tau is aween my best frenz kt lendu..at first dye x percaye pe yg i da bg tau but after i say "i swear!" i dgr suare dye mcm da start to cry..and i x bg tau sape2 till da day student dip start class..i'm sorry evryone...i luff u all but i have to..almost 1 month i cry when i think bout u guys..i miss da moment.damn!!sob..sob..even i'm not in lendu my heart n my soul still there beside u guys..waaaaaaaaaaaa......bt itz k at least i still can meet u all..lepak together..celebrate birthday..huh..miss u guys..i will never forget out time together...

Yeah2

Alhamdullilah....i got not so gud result 4 me..i have 2 stdy more n more 2 get da best 4 myself.But thanx god, my result more better then last sem..both of my parents really happy when i tell them bout it..they say i hve 2 try harder 2 get whut i target 4 next sem n they will pray 4 me.hehehe..
i'm so happy coz i got present 4 my gud acquisition for this sem. i really like it. i take that as a motivation n incentive 2 get more.pray me k..

2 frogs

A group of frogs were traveling through the woods, and two of them fell into a deep pit. When the other frogs saw how deep the pit was, they told the two frogs that they were as good as dead. The two frogs ignored the comments and tried to jump up out of the pit with all their might. The other frogs kept telling them to stop, that they were as good as dead. Finally, one of the frogs took heed to what the other frogs were saying and gave up. He fell down and died.The other frog continued to jump as hard as he could. Once again, the crowd of frogs yelled at him to stop the pain and just die. He jumped even harder and finally made it out. When he got out, the other frogs said, "Did you not hear us?" The frog explained to them that he was deaf. He thought they were encouraging him the entire time.

Lessons 4 us

1. There is power of life and death in the tongue. An encouraging
word to someone who is down can lift them up and help them make it
through the day.

2. A destructive word to someone who is down can be what it takes
to kill them.

Be careful of what you say. Speak life to those who cross your path. The power of words... it is sometimes hard to understand that an encouraging word can go such a long way. Anyone can speak words that tend to rob another of the spirit to continue in difficult times. Special is the individual who will take the time to encourage another.

wHY????!!!!

kenape dlm dunia nie dye pencuri..perompak..pape r yg sewaktu dgnnye..
tau x bende2 nie sume menyusahkan org????cube kte fikir klu kte mencuri jauh mane kte pergi pon 1 day bende 2 terkantoi jugak kan..p2 malu sendiri..ish geram tol r..cube r think before do smthing..pe parents korang ajar mencuri ke??i rase r kan dlm dunie nie x de parents yg ajar ank dye jd jahat..klu x mampu nk beli tu kan jgn r mencuri..put some affrt utk dapatkan..x yah bwat bende cm 2..x elok r..that all my advice 4 all people out there..allah sentiase melihat pe yg kte bwat..

AppreciatE

hye..cme bck again..
in our life niekan..slalunye r kan2..bende yg jauh2 2 kte nampak..tp bende yg dpan mate kte kte xnmpk n smtime kte wat2 x nampak jewk..bile da terdesak bru r kte cri yang dpan mate..maknnye kan kte x menghargai bende yg ade dpn kte.bile dah x de..time 2 r kte cari mcm pe nk dptkn balik...kadang2 bende 2 da terlambat..nasi da jd bubur da..x sempat nk wat pape...dat time we feel useless sgt..but if we get back..only god noe whut n how we feel..so afta diz try to look infront of u before look far frm it..