i"ll never go

chat with u..laugh with u..having a sad moment together..having fun together and do evrything together is da best moment i had when i with u..but all da thing is only for a while coz evrything change when u find her..huremm...itz hard 4 me to forget bout it but i hve too..n i'm done even it hurt.i pray 4 both happily ever after..easy come easy go that's just how you live me..u come only when u're lonely..i'm afraid when u come back to me coz..when u find something new u'll leave me behind..Ya ALLAH plezz give me the way how i want to face this thing..only YOU know how to give the best way for me.give me strength to face all ur test YA ALLAH..YA ALLAH give me time to have a great time with my love..give me chance to feel the greatest of loves..

berhijab..

persoalalan yg baik dan membuatkan saye fikir sejenakkkkk..."bile nk pakai tudung nie?"..soalan yg diutarkan adalah soalan yg biase ditanya kepada wanita yg tidak bertudung..pendapat saya..saya sendiri hadapinye..jawapan nya insyallah..satu masa nanti saya akan pakai hijab itu..coz sya tau itu adelah bende wajib dan aurat seorg perempuan..bila dah betol2 bersedian barulah saya akn pakai kerana nk jage name org yg berhijab dan pandagan org terhadap si pemakai hijab..klu pki bukak pki bukak pon x elok jugak..n bg yg pakai tp x pandai menjaga perlakuan dan peradaban seorg pemakai hijab pon x elok..org bukan islam akan memandang hina kepada agama sendiri kerana memperlekehkan agama sendiri..bagi sya biarlah berubah dari dalaman seseorg n keikhlasan utk meggunakanya..bila dalaman da bersih secara automatic dye akan pg kepada luaran..sye nie bukan r baik sgt pon tp melalui pembacaan dan kajian yg sye buat..maaf jika terlanjur kata tp itu adalah reality..terima kasih kepada org yg menegur secara halus mahu pon secara kasar..saya ambil itu sebagai satu titik tolak perubahan..doakan saya utk berubah ke arah yg lebih baik..:)

takdir ketentuan ILLAHI..

assalamualikuuummmmmmM!!
rase2 mcm da lame sgt x tulis belog..nk kate bzy sgt tu x de r..tp bzy r jugak...hurmm..nk cter dari mane ekh..x tau r..panjang sgt citer..banyak sgt dugaan dan cabaran yg harus ditempuhi..cewwahh..hehhe..first thing first..cuti sem da dekat 1 mnth lebih da strt tp sye x cuti pon coz sye kene wat intersesi..huhu..penat tau x hari2 de class..then skrg nie da nk final..tp mcm chill jewk..x sedar diri langsung kn sye nie ehhee.tp x pe jup lg study ekkhh..secara jujurnye sya akui sye bukan org yg pandai seprti rakan2 sye yg laen..boleh dikatekn yg sye dan mereka semua.sye kene study lebih dari mereke2 utk dptkan yg terbaik...mungkin Allah tau kenapa dye x bagi sye macm kwn2 sye yg laen tp sye tetap bersyukur dgn nikmat dan pemberian yg Allah bg kat saye.. Alhamdullilah..walaupun sye punye x segempak kwn2 yg hebat tu tp rezeki sye murah..sye ingat kate2 beliau kepade saye.."awk ok..tp awk x r sehebat mereka" sedih sejenak sye dgr kate2 beliau tp..dye lg tau coz dye nampak kan..ade r sebab2 tertentu kenape sye sye nie susa sgt nk jg hebat mcm dieorg in term of dat things kn..mungkin ade dosa2 yg x diampunkan lg..kepada to my parents sorry i still can give da best to u but at least i try to get it and make both of u proud of me..T_T..sedih but nk buat caner bende da lepas..try harder..ade hikmah di setiap kejadian..tp jgn terlalu berserah kan org kate..kene usaha..so insyaallah sye akan berusaha utk dpt yg lebih baik dan selalu dekatkan diri kepada Allah.. dah tu jewk utk arini..:) see u when i see u!!

finally found u..

BRUNO MARS- ONLY WHEN YOU"RE LONELY
Here i am again
doing things i said that i wouldn't do
it's 3 am and i'm rushing out the door to see you
waiting all day
but now you wanna call me
why do
you do this to me all the time

after all the things you put me through
ooh still i come right back
but now i know the truth
i can finally see
you only want me when you're lonely (lonely)
if i say i'm gonna leave
that's the only time you want me (want me)
next time you need me there i won't make it
another late night call i won't take it
cos now i finally see
you only want me when you're lonely
only when you're lonely, lonely
only when you're lonely
only when you're lonely, lonely
only when you're lonely

had me fooled from the start
and i quickly gave my heart
cos i love you, love you, love you
but this is what happens when you're a lonely girl
with no one to touch you (touch you, touch you)
now i'm stronger don't need you any longer
so get off your knees
your words don't mean anything

after all the things you put me through
ooh still i come right back
but now i know the truth
i can finally see
you only want me when you're lonely (lonely)
if i say i'm gonna leave
that's the only time you want me (want me)
next time you need me there i won't make it
another late night call i won't take it
cos now i finally see
you only want me when you're lonely

oh nothing's ever changing
decisions you can't make it
you just think of yourself
and never me at all
if you're with your friend
you just leave me alone
but i won't allow it anymore
so it's stuck on me to move on

cos i can finally see
you only want me when you're lonely (lonely)
if i say i'm gonna leave
that's the only time you want me (want me)
next time you need me there i won't make it
another late night call i won't take it
cos now i finally see
you only want me when you're lonely
only when you're lonely, lonely
only when you're lonely
only when you're lonely, lonely
only when you're lonely

i can finally see
you only want me when you're lonely (lonely)
if i say i'm gonna leave
that's the only time you want me (want me)
next time you need me there i won't make it
another late night call i won't take it
cos now i finally see
you only want me when you're lonely

guess whut?

hye peeps..u noe whut is that??hahahahaha...sape punye r tu kan..sumpah kelakar kowt..i da r x tau maen then kene pakse maen gak..so maen r kan..best gak r....but i hve to learn more expecially nk maen ngan org tu kan...aduuhhh...ye org tu sgt focus n tepat r kan..x mcm i tersasar jauh kowt...hehehe..but itz k..at least i try kannnn...??all this thing is unplanned pon..maen redah jewk after apponintment ngan someone kat renaissance hotel tros pg berjimba yang penting tujuan asal da siapp...i lupe nk ckp yg tangan kiri i x leh hold berat2 coz penah accident tgn tu..tp x pe r..nanti dye kate tu sume ALASAN i jewk..tp balik bengkak ok tangan coz i force to hold dat things but it was fun n i enjoy dat day..last week i rase like boring x de perasaan n dull sgt so having dat thing make me a happy..thanx u!now i kt jb tgh nk turn my mood back..huh..hopefully when i back to melake i'll be fine..have a look at this..jgn gelak ok..:P

pengorbanan:)

huuuhhhhhh.....mcm nk terbang tinggi2 sgt..setelah penat bertungkus lumus sampi tertumus..akhirnye BOOST UP YOURSELF COMPETITION selamat dijalankan walaupun terdapat beberape masalah kan..tp i'll take it as a lesson..bkn senang nk dpt satu event yg vavavoom x de problem kan..mule dari bawah..so slowly r.at frst tu da frust sgt coz dieorg tarik diri last mnts..event da nk strt 30 mnts lg..perghh huru hare gile kowt pg tu..tp SIR IDRIS sgt membantu..beliau seorg yg sgt hebat!!! beliau seorg yg perfectionist!so he want evrything to be perfect..susa memang susa but dari situ u learn somthing new in ur life. event start at 10am-5pm..all da judges yg di invite sgt sporting and all participant pon sporting..x lupe juge kepade committee BOSS n HRS yg banyak membantu dari mule smpi habis..ape2 keje pon kite kene cooperate..baru r best kan!!i'm sorry if i de wat mistake kt korang sume..termarah ke..kecik ati ke..kite cter sini abes sini r k..hopefully kite leh cooperate same2 lg k..lantak r pe org nk ckp kn..yg pntg effect dye kt people out there..but plezz to those yg da diberi tanggungjawab silalah BERTNGGUNGJAWAB dengan tugas anda..kesian r org laen..dye pon de keje dye tp boleh scarifies utk kite n kami r..penat sume org penat tp bile da settle dgn superbnye lege dye mcm nk terjun pool..hehhe..kene mara ke ape ke kan terime jewk..bende tu yg bwat i gain experience..last word DYE ckp kt i kan "whut u gain from diz event?" n i jwb" bnyk sgt antarenye how to MNGE PEOPLE N cope prob"..then dye jwb "SUSAKAN NK MANAGE ORG" then dye pergi..mase tu mate da BERKACE sgt..n tros jumpe committee nk say thanx kt dieorg air mate po tros tron mcm air terjun coz terharu dgn lst words BELIAU dekat saye..DYE TERBAIKK!!!!..yeaahhh...ibu n ayah i miss u so much!

SMooTH Mcm JLn Atas AiS...Ameen..

wazzup yo!!
esok event saye yg pertame kali saye handle..sangat takot..nebes..sume de...aduhh...jd project manager nie bukan senang kowt..kena banyak sabar..setiap kate2 yg u ckp tu kene hati2..x leh maen redah jewk..sume keje kene ikot ape yg dikehendaki oleh BELIAU..maka teman pon bertindak mengikut arahan walaupon terpkse naek tron tangge KBM tu dgn selumbernye..mkn ikot suke..muke serabot..sume da x bape nk heran da..yg pntg event tu smooth..kene mara ngan BELIAU bertubi2 pon kene terime jewk..even sentap mcm mane pon bwat mcm hati batu..ye r kan bwat keje mane de x kene mara..tegur sume kan..btw thnax to all my commitee n HRS yg bnyk tolong..hopefully esok berjalan ngan lancarnye mcm jln atas ais..hehehe...penat yg sgt berbalaoi kan...